Missing You

Missing someone hurts, especially when you don't get to see or talk to them.

Right now I'm listening to the song you gave to me. Lego House by Ed Sheeran. The second you gave me that song, I searched and downloaded it. When I got it, I've never stopped listening to it. It was the only song I had on repeat. Because it means so much to me. I do hope that you love me better now.

I don't know what's gotten into me. I'm just in love with you. I don't how and I don't know why. No one has ever made me feel this way before. It's something new for me. Although we don't talk or see each other every second of everyday, I fall in love with you every single day. I wake up to a picture of you on my wallpaper and I know it's going to be a good day for me. Every single time I'm feeling down, I just go through the pictures you sent me and it instantly makes me smile. It's weird how all the little things you do for me at random times are what makes me fall deeper in the love that we have. We don't see each other everyday, but I know that I love you and nothing's going to change that fact. I can never keep you out of my mind. In my dreams, I get to hold you in my arms, feel your touch and see your beautiful face. I do want to feel that in real life, and not only in my dreams. I will make sure that I get to meet you. Not now, but in the future. There's nothing more that I would want rather than to see your smile with my own eyes. You'll always be beautiful in my eyes. Again, I fell in love with your personality, your looks are a bonus to me. After 3 months of getting to know each other, I know how you are, how you can be and I'm okay with that. I accept  you for who you are. Because I would never change the person that I'm in love with. I don't know what I'm rambling about, all I know is I want to talk about you. Let these feelings out and let you see how serious I am with you. I know you're afraid, you're afraid to get hurt again. I promise you, I would never do that. I love you. Still listening to Lego House in this paragraph, it's still on replay. It's always on replay. I don't know, I could never get bored of this song, maybe because it's a song given by you to me. Like my best friend told me, 'Love knows no reason'.

I really do love you Capital A and I really do hope you feel the same way as I do.

Yours truly,

Your one and only

What I Feel In My Heart

It's now exactly 2.05 AM, 12th of October 2013 and I can't exactly get myself to sleep at this moment. Maybe because I slept in the evening or maybe it's just that I can't stop thinking about you. Thinking about us. How we're going to be. I think I've told you that I am truly, deeply and utterly in love with you. Even though it's been only 3 months since we've known each other, I keep falling in love with you everyday since the day we got to know each other. You've been the reason behind my smiles in the morning. The reason for my strength to get through here every single day. 

Well, to make things interesting. I had a dream about you last night. Not the usual dreams I get when I think about you before I sleep, but the type where we're both really intimate. I swore I could feel you in my arms and we were gazing at the stars in the sky, looking at the moonlight shining down on us.Your fingers intertwine with mine. Your head on my chest and we were just silent and not saying a word to each other. Just admiring being surrounded by nature. We just stayed there for hours and then we were staring into each others eyes and I knew at that second that I had to make you mine. 

I don't know how to describe my feelings about you. I'm in love with you. I've been in love with you. You're the last thing on my mind before I go to bed and the first thing I think about every morning. Every morning when I see the picture of you on my wallpaper, I instantly smile and my day would just get better. I miss you every single second that I don't get to talk to you. I keep thinking about you day and night, never once have you left my mind. I just hope that I'm not the only one who feels this way. I hope that you feel it too. All I want you to know is that I fell in love with your personality, your looks is bonus for me. And also, no matter where I am in the world, I would always love you. If I could be anywhere in the world right now, I would want to be by your side. Taking care of you. A future doctor as your partner is one of the best things ever. They will ensure that your health is taken care of. Your medicine are eaten on time and will give all these tips to make you feel better. They will ensure that you get better. I don't actually know what I'm talking about, I'm starting to ramble random things.

iloveyou..imissyou..ineedyou Capital A

Yours truly,

You know who ;)