Monday, 14 October 2013

Missing You

Missing someone hurts, especially when you don't get to see or talk to them.

Right now I'm listening to the song you gave to me. Lego House by Ed Sheeran. The second you gave me that song, I searched and downloaded it. When I got it, I've never stopped listening to it. It was the only song I had on repeat. Because it means so much to me. I do hope that you love me better now.

I don't know what's gotten into me. I'm just in love with you. I don't how and I don't know why. No one has ever made me feel this way before. It's something new for me. Although we don't talk or see each other every second of everyday, I fall in love with you every single day. I wake up to a picture of you on my wallpaper and I know it's going to be a good day for me. Every single time I'm feeling down, I just go through the pictures you sent me and it instantly makes me smile. It's weird how all the little things you do for me at random times are what makes me fall deeper in the love that we have. We don't see each other everyday, but I know that I love you and nothing's going to change that fact. I can never keep you out of my mind. In my dreams, I get to hold you in my arms, feel your touch and see your beautiful face. I do want to feel that in real life, and not only in my dreams. I will make sure that I get to meet you. Not now, but in the future. There's nothing more that I would want rather than to see your smile with my own eyes. You'll always be beautiful in my eyes. Again, I fell in love with your personality, your looks are a bonus to me. After 3 months of getting to know each other, I know how you are, how you can be and I'm okay with that. I accept  you for who you are. Because I would never change the person that I'm in love with. I don't know what I'm rambling about, all I know is I want to talk about you. Let these feelings out and let you see how serious I am with you. I know you're afraid, you're afraid to get hurt again. I promise you, I would never do that. I love you. Still listening to Lego House in this paragraph, it's still on replay. It's always on replay. I don't know, I could never get bored of this song, maybe because it's a song given by you to me. Like my best friend told me, 'Love knows no reason'.

I really do love you Capital A and I really do hope you feel the same way as I do.

Yours truly,
Your one and only

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